Rock Bottom.
I know that today i reached my rock bottom.
It has been 4+ months since i started doing business..
Today, marks my lowest point.
Wow.
It wow-ed me till i can't think at all.
I got screamed in the public!
I was waiting alone for him and he came by with his right hand man.
My business partner has some other chores to do.
His son came during the screaming session.
I was like NO.. NO.. NOOO not in front of his son..
It went like this..
We were having a drink and when i told him what's the problem really was which apparently not a problem to him! WTF!
We are just taking precaution but then he has other plans which WE DID NOT KNOW!
Why cant you focking tell us? That everything will be okay even though our paper work or licence is NOT SUFFICIENT! FOCKING SHIT!
He asked me question that is very vindictive.
As if he wants to hear what he wanna hear.
With his loud voice. When i didnt say a word.. awkward silence between us which makes me blurt out STOOPID answer..
My mentor screamed at me. With his angry eyes.
He said he will pull off all the projects that we have.. :(
And he told me that do not come and see him again.
Now, he is my ex-mentor then.
Sigh, that was sad.
It was unintentional fault.
I didn't know it was wrong.
I was embarrassed like seriously very.
I guess it was never meant to be.
I felt relieve, really.
I know that doing business with him is going to be tough.
I dreamed about this before. I know its going to happen.
Out of all days, it happened today.
Which tomorrow, our first project will be awarded to us. :"(
Now, its gone in the midst of the FECKING AIR.
Now, we are back to square one.
Its okay :)
As much as i love the challenge, i'm very frustrated that my mentor just left me that way..
In front of his right hand man and HIS SON!
OH GAWD!
I survived that hellish and agonizing and suffering moment.
Never again.
NEVER AGAIN I WILL LET MYSELF BEING PLACED IN THAT SITUATION!
NEVER!
Putting my shit back together for a glorious day tomorrow!
HD
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