Saturday, October 29, 2011

Goofy. Rest In Peace My Dear.

After nearly a month fighting with kidney failure.

Goofy.


At 12.40pm 29th October 2011, she left us for a better place.
She has been in and out of the vet.
The last time she went to the vet, the doctor told us that she has 1-2 weeks left.
I told Goofy to wait for my mom to come back from NYC.
She did...
She understood what i said.
She was fighting like.. she just doesn't wanna go yet.
She can't drink and we have to jab her with water everyday.
Until last night.. it shattered me seeing her condition.

I told my mom that she is waiting for you to come back.
My mom messaged me to tell Goofy that she loves her.
I shed tears when she told me that.

I told Goofy that its alright to go.
Mama said she loves you.
Its alright to not wait for mama.
Approximately, 12hours after that, my siblings and i were right beside her, to be with her for her last breath.
That just made me burst in tears.

After 9 - 10 years, she lived with us.
Since she was born. :(
She is a part of this family. She is like my younger sister.
Years! Our joy and our tears.
:'(

I'm sorry Goofy for my wrongdoings.
I'm sorry if i didn't take care of you properly.
I'm sorry if i made you stay longer.
I'm sorry if it hurts for you.

Look at her. She was alright in the pic.
She was sooooo close to us all.
She likes to jump and sleep on us.
and she purrs.
She was the most girliest among her siblings and cousins.
She likes to groom herself every time.

I miss you already Goof Goof :'(

I will always remember you and I love you soooooo much!!

Thank you for being a part of our life.

You will always be in our heart.

Rest in Peace Goofy. I love you and i miss you already and i sayang you.

I will see you soon :)

HD

2 comments:

Naddy said...

Sorry for your family's loss Hazim.. :( My deepest condolences..

Somehow the news got me into tears too.

You guys just hang in there..

God will take care of her..

HD said...

Thank you Nadia for your concern.
Poor Goofy.

:(