Schranz

Its been a while since i could hold my head up high. hahaha..
NO thats not it.

Actually, its been a while since i listen to Schranz!
Industrial piece of shit.. claimed some people...

But yeah industrial kind of sound. Kinda.

Sounds like you are riding an awesome TRAIN! :D
Believe me.

HD

Ruffles & Leather

Ruffles & Leather.
Its now an online store! :) Not only a blog post LOL!

http://www.facebook.com/RufflesandLeather

<3

We are marketing and selling Coach's Handbags, Guess Watches, Royal Albert Tableware and Longchamp.

Coach and Guess are being shipped from the United States! Hooooah!
Royal Albert Old Country Roses are from UK along with 100 Years with Royal Albert collection.
and Longchamp Handbags are from Europe. :)

Will add more products such as Vera Wang and Port-Merion tableware

Remember, create multiple income sources. This is one of our business venture. Feel free to check it out! :)

Cheers

HD

Goofy. Rest In Peace My Dear.

After nearly a month fighting with kidney failure.

Goofy.

At 12.40pm 29th October 2011, she left us for a better place.
She has been in and out of the vet.
The last time she went to the vet, the doctor told us that she has 1-2 weeks left.
I told Goofy to wait for my mom to come back from NYC.
She did...
She understood what i said.
She was fighting like.. she just doesn't wanna go yet.
She can't drink and we have to jab her with water everyday.
Until last night.. it shattered me seeing her condition.

I told my mom that she is waiting for you to come back.
My mom messaged me to tell Goofy that she loves her.
I shed tears when she told me that.

I told Goofy that its alright to go.
Mama said she loves you.
Its alright to not wait for mama.
Approximately, 12hours after that, my siblings and i were right beside her, to be with her for her last breath.
That just made me burst in tears.

After 9 - 10 years, she lived with us.
Since she was born. :(
She is a part of this family. She is like my younger sister.
Years! Our joy and our tears.
:'(

I'm sorry Goofy for my wrongdoings.
I'm sorry if i didn't take care of you properly.
I'm sorry if i made you stay longer.
I'm sorry if it hurts for you.

Look at her. She was alright in the pic.
She was sooooo close to us all.
She likes to jump and sleep on us.
and she purrs.
She was the most girliest among her siblings and cousins.
She likes to groom herself every time.

I miss you already Goof Goof :'(

I will always remember you and I love you soooooo much!!

Thank you for being a part of our life.

You will always be in our heart.

Rest in Peace Goofy. I love you and i miss you already and i sayang you.

I will see you soon :)

HD

ROCK BOTTOM

Rock Bottom.

I know that today i reached my rock bottom.

It has been 4+ months since i started doing business..

Today, marks my lowest point.

Wow.

It wow-ed me till i can't think at all.

I got screamed in the public!

I was waiting alone for him and he came by with his right hand man.

My business partner has some other chores to do.

His son came during the screaming session. 

I was like NO.. NO.. NOOO not in front of his son..

It went like this..

We were having a drink and when i told him what's the problem really was which apparently not a problem to him! WTF!

We are just taking precaution but then he has other plans which WE DID NOT KNOW!

Why cant you focking tell us? That everything will be okay even though our paper work or licence is NOT SUFFICIENT! FOCKING SHIT!

He asked me question that is very vindictive.

As if he wants to hear what he wanna hear.

With his loud voice. When i didnt say a word.. awkward silence between us which makes me blurt out STOOPID answer..

My mentor screamed at me. With his angry eyes.

He said he will pull off all the projects that we have.. :(

And he told me that do not come and see him again.

Now, he is my ex-mentor then.

Sigh, that was sad.

It was unintentional fault.

I didn't know it was wrong.

I was embarrassed like seriously very.

I guess it was never meant to be.

I felt relieve, really.

I know that doing business with him is going to be tough.

I dreamed about this before. I know its going to happen.

Out of all days, it happened today.

Which tomorrow, our first project will be awarded to us. :"(

Now, its gone in the midst of the FECKING AIR.

Now, we are back to square one.

Its okay :)

As much as i love the challenge, i'm very frustrated that my mentor just left me that way..

In front of his right hand man and HIS SON!

OH GAWD!

I survived that hellish and agonizing and suffering moment.

Never again.

NEVER AGAIN I WILL LET MYSELF BEING PLACED IN THAT SITUATION!

NEVER!

Putting my shit back together for a glorious day tomorrow!

HD

Soft Side

Listening to Dustin O'Halloran

Woke up from my sleep thinking about her

This post is dedicated to my lover who loves me like i am the only guy in the world.

Good Evening to all my respected readers,

I've learned that to blame the external causes proves that nothing good comes from it.

I've learned that forgive and forget is very powerful and strengthening.

I've learned that other people may experienced more hellish situation than me.

To begin with.

My soft side..

My long gone soft side..

My soft side went for a trip for a very long time until recently they decided to come back.

My soft side hid under the hard shell of rage and anger.

My hard shell of bastard-ness has been smashed by you.

You did it, little by little.

Until you touched them..

Your supple love just glistened with nectar of life.

Your Love

Is simply magical

You,

I just want you to know that you've changed me.

You've changed me into a better person.

A person who learns how to reason.

Reason on how to be a bigger entity.

An entity that i never dreamed of being together.

When we first laid eyes at Pennsylvania Hotel when you were at NYC for a holiday.

A person that shows a lot of "dont mess around with me" kinda aura.

I never knew that you will be my significant other.

I've always noticed the chemistry we had and have though. 

Ahaa. :)

Tonight. I really miss you.

On the webcam, sleeping beside me.

I have that void that i have not feel for such a long time.

The void that only you could fill it up with your laughter and your beautiful eyes and more.

This void causes a heartache that i thought i will never be that soft to feel it.

Oh, im wrong, im so wrong.

:)

You've showed me how to love again.

How to love you more!

How to love.

*sigh*

Looking back.. its such a long and agonizing journey for me.

and i've caused a lot of pain to other people too.. which i completely detest!

You took my hands and showed me the way..

to the brighter side.

Illuminating. Certainly.

You,

I just want you to know that i miss holding your hands..

I just want you to know that you are my life.

My world revolves around you.. well most of the time LOL.. without the PS3 yeah...

Just kidding.

My world do revolves around you.

Usually, when i play my game, i have you around...

but now, i don't even want to touch it..

Sayang,

Over the couple few days. i am a little bit emotional and mellow. I'm sorry.

I can't remember when was the last time i really look into your eyes..

Just look at you.. holding your hands, side by side..

and say that I Love You.

Baby, I miss you a lot.

Come back fast! :)

Come back really fast. 

I need you here with me.

HD

Hamster Wheel

Hello there boys and girls,

It has been a while since i last posted a new post here in my blog :)
Im very happy to tell you that ive left the company for a month now and IM OFF the hamster wheel.
Im doing business on my own now and it is great :)

I have a very supportive partner but sadly she will join me soon because of our financial status will be strong with her help.
Im trying to change my negative attitude into a very positive attitude.

T Harv said "My inner world creates my outer world"
Will change my roots to get great results not only good but GREAT!
Yes and YES!

We are currently venturing in many types of businesses such as Construction, Information and Communication Technology (ICT), Event Management, Printing, Training, Trading, Lighting and Green Technology. We got great supports from our parents and friends.

I am encouraging my friends and family to become an entrepreneurs!!
Im happier than before! I love it! I love the challenges :)
I love my partner which is my business partner too! :)

If you need more information please visit our page.
http://www.facebook.com/TYHResources
We will create our logo soon :)

Cheers!
HD

This will be..

Hopefully, this will be my last task at this company.

Will be resigning soon..

and hopefully, yeah.. we will see.

Been preparing a lot for the exhibition this coming wednesday.

Logistics, display item, booth, VIP, dinners, reservations... bla bla bla blaaaaaaa

Its been over 2 months for the preparations.. well of course, aside other jobs, not to mention the hellish ad hog jobs...

I'm being treated like a robot.

I wont be one. Will be running away from the hamster wheel!

All the best to me!